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i'm being evil
(Saturday, July 3, 2010-)
+3:57 AM]*
当你发现原来你爱的人一直觉得你很让她难看。。 是那么的痛。。
当你发现原来她和你在一起是因为感动而不是因为爱。。 是那么痛。。
当你发现原来她早已等你提出分手。。 是那么的痛。。
当你发现原来她和另一个他。。是那么的痛。。
为什么？？
其实我早明了。。但我就是太固执。。
这一次。。我真的哭了。。
I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
It's the last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it, for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world, for you
Anything you ask of me, I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got something to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
There's nothing I can do
To stop from losing you
I can't make you change your mind
If your heart's not in it
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Wednesday, June 16, 2010-)
+10:27 AM]*
you'll neva rmb the songs i gave you..
couldn't rmb when's the last time i ever held your hands.. and i've forgotten how to hold them..
couldn't rmb when's the last time i took pics with you..
hasn't received a birthday kiss/hug from you since the 1st yr..
has everything ended between us way before 2010?
i gave you the freedom u wanted and all my love..
i tried to compromise in almost everything..
i tried to come close to u.. bt u always push me away..
u said u were joking.. but do you noe the hurt i felt?
i tried my best but in the end..
all u said was i did not grow up and our thinking are different..
where's the love we've once shared? or maybe it doesn't even exist..
all these while i felt u're just treating me as a companion..
telling ur frens tat i'm your ex when we're still together..
telling ur frens that i'm just one of your suitors..
this is not wad i wanted.. i decided to leave..
leaving is the best choice..
i'll nt feel the hurt anymore..
u need nt lie to ur frens bout me.. and neither do
you need to try balance yourself between ur priorities and me
u'll find someone much better than me..
这次我真的走了。。谢谢你成给我过一段美好的回忆。。真正让我觉得我真正属 CLSW：feb 2008 - dec 2008..
the only memories i have with you is the times i accompanied you for classes..
accompanying you when u doing assignments and studies..
getting so excited when you coming over my hse to stay..
going ktv pubs with you.. holding onto your hands.. thinking this the last hands i'll ever hold onto..
slacking at your poolside.. hugging u tightly in my arms..
sending emails to you every morning..
chatting with you over the fone till we sleep..
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Thursday, November 26, 2009-)
+2:16 AM]*
received a surprise from dear.. she came fetch me from work though she's sick..
appreciated n loves...
thanks dear for the effort made.. loves u to bits.. muackz..
let's work hard for a brand new start k.. =))
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Thursday, September 17, 2009-)
+1:13 AM]*
she was on vacation for the past 1 yr.. and she'll still be on vacation for the next few yrs..
going to places lyk US, Japan, n asian countries..
she's enjoying her long break while i'm missing her here..
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Friday, July 10, 2009-)
+9:32 AM]*
Below was extracted from a fren's blog..
This is what a friend told me when she was at a wedding ceremony and the pastor was giving a speech. This was what the pastor said: Compatibility I'snt about how a couple must like the same things, the same food, the same activities and have the same thinking. Many people who have relationship problems wonder what is compatibility in a relationship. Arguing in a relationship does not mean you and your partner are not compatible. Every couple has disagreements and some have them more than others do. The key to arguing/quarrels in a relationship is finding a solution to the argument that both people can deal with and accept. One can't possible like everything or agree to everything their partner does. A party that like weight lifting, That doesnt mean that his/her partner has to like the same thing. A party that like KFC, doesnt mean that his/partner has to always eat the same food that he/she likes. There's bound to be differences whether you like it or not. It is how a couple is able to compromise & adapt to each other Likes, Dislikes & Differences. Last but not least, being able to Love care appreciate and Most importantly, wanting to work together hand in hand through thick and thin.
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Tuesday, July 7, 2009-)
+1:38 PM]*
07.07.09 - she's away for 1 yr..
time flies.. been exactly 1 yr since she left..
nt a single hour/minute/second less. 1338 hours..
i miss you..
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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(Friday, July 3, 2009-)
+10:48 AM]*
Our 1st yr anni trip.. =) 27th June - 1st July 09
26.06.09 - dear came over and stay..
27.06.09 - met xx, nasty, amy bro and gf at T1 ard 4.30am.. arrival at HK airport ard 11am..
went citygate and checking in at hotel.. CL had a very awful dinner.. =X
28.06.09 - went Causeway Bay for a walk and over to Ladies St. till late at nite..
poor CL had maggie mee and white carrot for dinner..
29.06.09 - our 1st yr anniversary finalli... went over to the peak.. had our fantastic dinner at
Pearl on the Peak.. dinner was awesome with table presentation and bird eye view
of HK.
30.06.09 - CL bought me something which we called Our Own.. our very first Couple thingy..
Our Ring..
01.07.09 - sprained my ankle while rushing across the st. to SASA.. =X and we're back to
Sin.. =(
dear.. Celebrating another year with you is truly a blessing. Regardless of what we've been thru this year my heart still belongs to you. I'm looking forward to celebrating many more Anniversaries by your side. Happy 1st yr Anniversary baby. I Love You.
we'll have more our trips ya.. =) look forward to it.. loves to bits..
I’ll wait for winter to bring you to me.. The Only Gift That I Need
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ps: the songs are mainly from Jim Brickman